and so i decided today, to post much, after all, i’ll be off soon on church youth camp, missing every one of you. and whilst you’re all doing your own stuff – whether it be daily living, or mission trip, or what not – i do hope to leave with you guys a portion of myself, the incredibly rich lessons that God first taught me in the past trying week. (: i’m no pastor, i’m not perfect, hardly higher on the spiritual plane, but these messages are a part of me that i hope to share. to encourage, to build up, and to strengthen all my dear brothers and sisters. (that would be you (: ) haha.
so here we go. three messages. do take time to reflect and digest them ya? hope it’ll be a blessing to each and every one of you, for the glory of God. and (ah, i’m starting to sound like i’m leaving on a jet plane and never coming back haha) take care. (:
MESSAGE 1: HOPE AND BEING STRONG
after faith and love, i thought, at least post something on hope. (:
Psalms 27:14 “Wait for the Lord, Be Strong and Take Heart and Wait for the Lord”
the message is simple; wait for the Lord; wait for Him to do what He has to. remember the lesson of Moses striking the rock too soon – and simply wait, because the Lord knows best. there’s patience involved, the grief may stay, the pain may stay, but wait patiently, and be sure that one day we will see the goodness of the Lord in the Land of the Living (v13)
but. it was only today that God opened these eyes of mine to see the greater significance behind the verse.
there was one day i decided to venture down to school for a little while; one of those days when i was rather bothered by the fact that i had made it through to the second round of Bio Olympiad and so was robbed of whatever time i had left to do whatever i would have liked to do (evidently, i’m still left with much time, but well); and so i met up with John in school, and together, we enjoyed the fellowship of listening to songs on the Zen Neeon II, for at least the next hour or so, seated on a bench at the roundabout.
of course, like in any meaningful fellowship, we decided to end off with a prayer session atop on the balcony (Kenneth’s territory (: ) and there, we both prayed for a word; a word which we asked God to give us; a word which would guide us through the coming year. that intimidating year 2008.
i recall the word. it was clear as crystal: Courage
the verse was no coincidence:
Have i not commanded you? Be strong and courageous; do not be afraid; do not be discouraged; for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you may go”
Courage. and strength.
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Psalms 27:14 “Wait for the Lord, Be Strong and Take Heart and Wait for the Lord”
and so i’ve been meditating on the word ‘strength’, even in the midst of a trying time now, and God has opened my eyes – so i shall share (as a good person would always do). Psalms 27:14 was a verse which brought much hope and strength when my life was shrouded in darkness. it taught me to hope, and hope like never before, but i had always overlooked the portion on strength. and i wonder. what is this strength all about?
just a few days back, i read the story of Samson. the bible says that whenever he performed a mighty display of physical strength, “the Spirit of the Lord (first) came upon him”. Samson’s story was one of physical strength, but in this time and age, we all need moral strength to stand up as light in the darkness; and we all need the strength to continue putting our hope in God, and trusting our whole lives to Him. we need the strength to hold fast to Him. and our strength comes from none other than God Himself!
“God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever” Psalms 73:26
“His strength is made perfect in our weakness..” 2 Corinthians 12:9
“The joy of the Lord is your strength” Nehemiah 8:10
(can i hear a big ‘Amen’ to that?) it’s so true, our strength comes from the Lord!
and so, even hoping in the Lord requires so much strength. pray for that strength! pray for the Spirit to come upon you so that you may be empowered. and keep hoping in the Lord. and here i am, exhorting the rest of you to hope, only because i have been taught that i too must hope in the Lord, even in a time when everything seems fuzzy.
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MESSAGE 2: SOBERING UP AND PRAYFULNESS
and next. sobering up.
“So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be alert and self-controlled (sober)” 1 Thess 5:6
recently, i’ve heard much, especially from the mission’s team, about sobering up. beyond all the post-training card games, the bridge, the fantastic fellowship, there’s a need to be sober, and to be alert. does it mean no games, no fun at all? i doubt so, the meaning of soberness is much deeper, and we hope to explore that together.
first, there’s an incredible need, for every one of us, to be sure of our purpose in whatever we may be doing; and simple as it sounds, there is only one purpose that we can do anything for – the glory of God. it’s that simple, the bible puts it forward in the most direct of manners:
“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men” Colossians 3:23
so for you all on the missions’ team; i do pray you’ll remember the one purpose for being there among the people of Khon Kaen – you are there to be a light to the nations, to be God’s tools, to be a channel of blessing that God can work through! – everything is for the glory of God. when you love someone – it’s to the glory of God because God commanded us to love one another. when you share the message of the gospel – it’s also to the glory of God.
Be on guard against thinking of the mission trip as a simple time for fellowship, or (even worse, God forbid) as a holiday with a difference. there will be a place for fellowship, but beyond all that, have a sober, focused mind, and remember your purpose. Also, watch against going on the mission trip just to justify your own spiritual well-being. stuff like ‘hey i’m going on the mission trip, i must be a real Godly person. wow.’ that would be doing things for yourself – not for God. truth is, you may go on the mission trip, and yet return as empty as you left.
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and there’s a deeper meaning to soberness. we find that in 1 Thessalonians5:6, there is mention of the word ‘asleep’. When one is not sober, one is asleep – now, this brings another verse to mind (wow, so God-inspired, he just pointed the verse out to me. thank God)
“watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. the spirit is willing, but the body is weak” Mark 14:38
yes. to be sober also means to stand guard against sin and temptation! put on the armor of God and take care! stand guard for the devil is prowling nearby. Occupy the land that the Lord has given to you to possess (that land, is your own spiritual well-being, and also the well-being of your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ). My dear brothers and sisters, we are entering the great spiritual battlefield! and the spiritual warfare begins not with attacking the devil’s territory, but with protecting the territory that the Lord has already endowed upon us! We must guard our own lives!
“Be self-controlled (sober) and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour” 1 Peter 5:8
and what better way to guard our lives and remember our purpose than to keep praying! the greatest sin of this age is the sin of prayerlessness!
“God forbid that I should sin against the Lord in ceasing to pray for you” 1 Sam 12:23
we have not prayed enough. my greatest sin, and all of ours, is that of prayerlessness. we find that most of our failures can be traced back to the lack of prayer. the lack of souls saved in ministry is usually the lack of prayer, and not the lack of preaching and trying. when we lack wisdom, it’s usually because we do not pray enough for wisdom or for guidance. when we fall into temptation, it is because we have not watched and prayed! such is the horrible sin of prayerlessness!
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pray is fundamental. my dear brothers and sisters. don’t forget to pray and be sober. it’s the only we can keep ourselves from falling into the darkness. and i too need to pray more. and pray, whilst knowing that it’s not about how much we pray, it’s also about the heart behind that prayer, and at the very end, when God answers, we receive in humility. we do not receive in a manner which expects Him to give us what we were supposed to receive. because none of it was meant to be ours in the first place.
so pray. pray and watch God move the mountains. then give Him praise (:
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MESSAGE 3: LAYING DOWN YOUR ISAAC
and finally, the last, but probably the most painful and the most intense message. about laying down your Isaac.
i found today, much to my surprise, as i was praying to God, an incredible yet simple revelation – let’s see if everyone can spot the pattern in the verses below:
“The Lord had said to Abram:”leave your country, your people and your father’s household and go to the land I will show you (Abraham)” ” Gen 12:1
“then God said: “take your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains i will tell you about” Gen 22:2
“the Lord our God said to us at Horeb. ” You have stayed long enough at this mountain. Break camp an advance into the hill country of the Amorites…” Deut 1:6
“So they (Simon Peter, John and James) pulled their boats up ton shore, left everything and followed him.” Luke 5:11
the pattern is this: when God calls people, it usually comes with a price. there is a price for believing in Jesus. Yes, grace and salvation comes freely, but there will come a time when God will demand more and more of us as we grow closer to Him. i’ve realised this – and i’ve said this before – that God loves to place His hands on things that mean a lot to You. not to torment you, but to test you and to know if you truly fear Him above all else.
for Abraham, it was his family and his son; for Moses, his life as a shepherd; for Simon Peter, his familiar life as a fisherman out at sea; for the Israelites the comforts of Horeb; for Jesus, it was His majesty in heaven.
And so. what is it for you? what has God called for you to leave behind? and have you left it behind…truly?
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are you looking for a breakthrough in your life with God? does the Christian walk seem mundane, repetitive, and does it seem like you’ve reached a point where everything is just dull?
usually, the dullness is due to the fact that, maybe we haven’t done something God’s been wanting us to do for a long time. maybe we haven’t left that life of sin; maybe we haven’t obeyed him in something He’s told us to do – so He’s withholding from us the next step. Dullness may also be due to sin in our life, prayerlessness – in that case, repent and pray. Dullness, maybe also be because we haven’t truly let go of everything to follow Jesus.
well. first. it’s necessary to examine oneself. just a few weeks back i was struggling with prayerlessness, with a Christian walk that had become a little stagnant, personally i was quite afraid that i was backsliding. upon examination, God told me that there were still things in my life that had to be surrendered to Him – this despite the fact that i had previously thought that i had already given everything up. at first, i rationalized, but later, i learned to fear and obey Him
we too must be open to what God has to say, we must be ready to obey no matter what he says. Abraham left everything. He took his dad along at first, but God remained quiet till his dad had passed away and till Lot had gone off to Sodom. we must obey. and fear him.
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are you still holding on to something dear? have you laid down your Isaac on the altar?
it could be anything, it could be the grades you’re chasing and putting high up on the pedestal; it could be the materialistic nature in you that leads you to crave after every commodity in the world; it may be a person you hold on dearly to; it may even be your ministry for God.
but until you’ve let go of everything to God. you will never understand what it is like to be truly liberated, to be truly joyful, and to be truly living a life for God. there is much joy in letting go. there is joy-mingled grief.
strangely. i’ve found it liberating. i thought it would be painful. it was. it made me cry. but later on, it made me realize a lot more about Christ. once you’ve let go of what is dear to you, God becomes dearest to you.ย and you’ll love Him and search for Him with all your heart mind and soul. and that truly is liberating!
and why let go? because it was God’s in the first place wasn’t it? everything was made for His glory, and ought to be given back to Him. He is the God who gives and takes away. and we must remember that even after giving up that which means much to us, we must keep praising the Lord! keep blessing His name! keep being joyful! (:
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it is the the discipline of self-denial that we must learn to master.
the truth is, when you hold on to something. it usually has a very subtle grip on you. something menacing which you not yet notice. but it is a place where the bad guys can gain a stronghold on you. all they need to do is manipulate that something to upset you, or discourage you. we cannot let our fervor for God be affected by something else!
once we have learned to deny ourselves of something or someone, we no longer are possessed by that person or that something, but we are possessed by God, and fully for His purpose and His glory. Such was Abraham, he was fully consecrated for God after that test of laying Isaac on the altar.
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so come, take your Isaac, head up Moriah, and truly truly discover what it means to be free in Christ! (:
“”in the same way, any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be my disciple” Luke 16:33ย
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so that ends it. be blessed all. cya all (: Amen.
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